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Monday, February 21, 2011

Trust...

Being in a relationship is hard...especially when you're continuously doubting your trust in the other person. Why is it so hard to commit to one person? Why is it so hard to respect your partner in the relationship? If you really love someone, why do things to question it?

If I met someone today, gave them my number, and starting talking to them on a regular basis showing extreme interest...would you have a problem with that? I THINK SO! So why put me through it thinking i wont find out...I do believe in a woman's intuition and I think I'm right that my trust in you should probably be questioned. I don't like to be lied to or blatantly disrespected in the comfort of my own home as you put your phone on silent trying to secretly text. I know the game...it's not new. If you wouldn't like for me to flirt with someone, then why are you doing it? Why do you think everything is ok as long as you don't have sex with her? The way I see it...all of your actions are just leading up to when you will eventually have sex.

Can anyone relate? I guess its true that a good man is hard to find. I could be trippin and thinkin about the situation too hard but i doubt it. I just wish he could be in my shoes right now...

I guess what im trying to say is that the person I thought would be the love of my life actually might not be...and it hurts so bad right now